Letting Go

Writer's block can be such a dent! Seriously! Ideas collecting dust as days pass, on the old oak blue wooden cabinet right at the top shelf corner. Yes that's where ideas after ideas after ideas has been pilling up as the days, months, years passed ... because of the blocked! Writer's blocked! No! No! this is not make belief ... Writer's block is real. If you're a writer, you'll know and even if you're not you can still know with the help of Dr Google... ! 

But now its slowly coming back... not gonna push it ... just gonna let it flow naturally ... slow but surely! That's it! Slow but surely! Surely! ... The word here is surely. What's the rush anyway? Its not like the moon is gonna turn purple or the sun be green. So ... chill .. take it easy ... keep it simple! Let not pokemon bite.  Hmmm interesting how that sound! haha... ok yes ... Life has already enough pressure and stress all around, why then add more? Through the many storms, hurricanes, typhoon that my roller coaster has ride through over the years,  HUGE lessons learnt along the way about TIME! Time can either be an asset or your worst enemy! Use it wisely...  and Time also can be an energy factor on your roller coaster ride in life! Like how rocky or bumpy you want your ride to be. So be wise! Oh boy! I learned a huge lesson about time hence .. i just despise idling, rocking the boat for nothing! Its either ALL or NOTHING! 

Letting Go! 

How do ONE let go of something that is no longer there? or How do one let go of something that isnt even there? Hmm... interesting or just plain .... D___! haha I dont know. Both maybe .. Now, that is a deep deep wound that will only be a living scar! Yes a living scar! Meaning the scar is alive! For how long? Only God knows for how long! Such hurt is beyond drinking even 20 bottles of pure honey! ... But ... ideally... people said .. you've gotta let go to move on... What if you've already move on but can't let go? What if you've already achieved so many things on your bucket list but still you can't let go? Yeah its so hard to let go of this belly tummy!.... So be it! Life is like that! Not gonna go up the walls just to keep trying to to let go again.and again.... not adding on to the anxiety! Life is as it is for now! Maybe its just meant to be drop naturally. Maybe its meant to just disappear into thin air just like that... Whatever it is ... LIfe still goes on ... and you just gotta be Grateful! Grateful! Grateful! 

But still...... How do you let go of something that is no longer there? 

Illusion?

Delusional?

Nope ...this is real! As real as hope! As real as the pain you feel if you try to pinch yourself right now at level 10 strength! As real as that! Period!... Something to think about tomorrow .... maybe! 🤔