Thousand Spears of Lies / Row the boat / Masqueraded Pleasure

In the ocean of lies
I used to swim
In the pool of deceits
I cried and screamed
Only hollow of emptiness
Creeping from within

Those nights were moonless and dark
Still and silent
Not even a spark

Since the day
The heart was shot,
With thousand spears of lies
Breaking the heart into million of pieces
In pain I screamed and cried

You ask of betrayal
I was the victim
You ask of honesty
I gave unconditionally

It hurt I shout
Till every tear, dry out

The aching heart bleeds
But no one can see,

One by one, I pulled out the spears
And all the blood smears
In pain the eyes dripped tears
Hoping always an angel was near
To save the life that nearly drown
In the pool of blood
The heart break down..

Years after years
Trying to heal the wound
Picking up the pieces
Shielding from the crowd
Only with words, pen and paper
Can the anger and pain slowly heal,
Scribbling pain and rage every feeling was real

Then came a blue angel
Singing the same song
Bringing out poetry passion
Underneath the moonless blog

A new door open inside
Bringing out a whole new spirit alive
Coming out from the hide
Warmth and faith
Dancing in the light
Giving a new set of strength
To the weak cold heart
Indeed the blue angel
Is a friend sent from the sky
 Shinning its love from a billion mile..
© B.D March 2011 

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year by years went by
slowly picked up the pieces,
mending the broken heart

In reality
Pain always hide
Showing smiles to passer by
No eyes can see the torn inside

bright sun rays penetrating through
burning yesterdays pain
singing deja vu
darkness is gone
memories are burnt
no more praises
that would only hurt

sorrows have drown
In the deepest ocean
sadness was graved
ten feet underground

the sun have come
shining bright down
taking away the frown
smiling proudly in town

words exchanged,
not to tie down
but to set the heart free
dancing with the crown

come oh come
set the heart free
together we can sing
rowing a love boat
at the deep blue sea,

envelope your fear
let's shout and cheer
just row the boat
there's not need for steer

listen to the hearts
whispering inside
joining together in the ray of lights
singing and dancing there shall be
just be happy and let the firelies free......

© copyright March 2011 B.D

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The soul wander around
Alone and alive
From the toxic
flowing hot in the blood

Looking around
at the surrounding
Seeing faces smiling
and laughing happily
strange, a sudden dash of wind
blew past the soul
waking up the sleepy eyes
to see beneath the laughing souls
masqueraded aura
no smile was sincere and real
full of pretense and charades
lust, deceits,
hungry desires
were dancing around
in the flashing lights
nothing was real
laughter masqueraded by toxic
pleasure only for the moment

an experience to remember
the masqueraded pleasures

© B.D  Marc  2011