The atmosphere was pretensions but friendly
It was all dark and warm
Seated at a corner
With a glass of cabernet sauvignon
Enjoyed every sip of the sweet toxic,
Looking out the small window
Watching people walking by
Waiting for the mind to wander
Into another space in time…
A reflection from the mirror
Then caught the attention
Putting imagination to halt
Wondering about fate's fault
Stood before the naked eyes,
Beautiful wavy dark black hair,
Sexy brown eyes
Surrounded thick lashes,
Sweet Red lips
Had the heart pounding.
Burning every desires wild
Feeling like a dream
Captivated by the beauty
Wine tasted like water
Quenching the burning thirst inside,
Elegantly beautiful
Like a Dream Angel
Pop! A bubble burst,
Suddenly fears from the dark past
Sprung back in the mind
Bringing back the pain
Caused by the beauty
That was not even an angel to begin
If such a beauty
Could caused so much pain
Can this dark hair angel
Be an everlasting gain..
Fear overpower every strength
So afraid history will repeat again
Pride and ego emerged upfront
Protected the soul
From falling into the dark hole
Sweet intentions flushed away
Ignored such a beauty and splash the grey
But the heart could not take a risk
A risk that may promise agony
That could open
Every doors to yesterday's pain
If fate insist
We shall meet again sweet beauty
If its meant to be
It will be…
© June 2011 B.D
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little princess, sweet pumpkin....
guilt enveloped every sense
to have neglected you
to have forgotten you
to have let you down,
lame as it may sounds
but it was not me
my soul was blinded
my emotions were disturbed
by what called "love"
dangerously blinded by love
Forgetting about us
our laughter
our sad times
our promises
Flesh and blood
yes we are
but i got drowned
isolated by evil darkness
where only dark desires matters
allured by the red queen
who blinded the eyes
blinded the heart
blinded the soul
tearing all away
from flesh and blood
Sent down to earth
all bloody and bare
dreams were shattered
heart was broken
nothing else was left
just an empty soul
sat by the sea
tears trickled down
all alone and cold
no one to hear and hold
no one will ever know
how it bleeds inside
how torture stabs the mind
how painful is the game of pride
no one will know
the heart heals
in the silence of the darkness
holding tightly
on every branch of strength left
and you called
opening a door of guilt
to the flesh and blood
hearing your voice was neat
your laughter was sweet
flashing back sweet memories
of us playing behind the mansion tree
we spoke and laugh
and you ask no questions of lost times
know it hurts
but you just wouldn't show
deep inside there's pain
if only you can know
how the heart suffered & cried in the rain
there's no where to turn
only a dark shadow living in vain
you talked of masquerade
it pricked the vein
words tried to roll out
but nothing came out
as it hurts too much to begin
Its all in the past now
All dark memories were burnt
Ashes thrown into the sea
Nothing to worry
Nothing to know
Wounds began to heal
Planting seeds of strength
sent by an angel from the sky
The heart still fragile
time is all that is needed
to heal and breathe as a whole
just don't say the bitter name
as it will only break the healing heart all over again...
© October 2011 B.D
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little princess, sweet pumpkin....
guilt enveloped every sense
to have neglected you
to have forgotten you
to have let you down,
lame as it may sounds
but it was not me
my soul was blinded
my emotions were disturbed
by what called "love"
dangerously blinded by love
Forgetting about us
our laughter
our sad times
our promises
Flesh and blood
yes we are
but i got drowned
isolated by evil darkness
where only dark desires matters
allured by the red queen
who blinded the eyes
blinded the heart
blinded the soul
tearing all away
from flesh and blood
Sent down to earth
all bloody and bare
dreams were shattered
heart was broken
nothing else was left
just an empty soul
sat by the sea
tears trickled down
all alone and cold
no one to hear and hold
no one will ever know
how it bleeds inside
how torture stabs the mind
how painful is the game of pride
no one will know
the heart heals
in the silence of the darkness
holding tightly
on every branch of strength left
and you called
opening a door of guilt
to the flesh and blood
hearing your voice was neat
your laughter was sweet
flashing back sweet memories
of us playing behind the mansion tree
we spoke and laugh
and you ask no questions of lost times
know it hurts
but you just wouldn't show
deep inside there's pain
if only you can know
how the heart suffered & cried in the rain
there's no where to turn
only a dark shadow living in vain
you talked of masquerade
it pricked the vein
words tried to roll out
but nothing came out
as it hurts too much to begin
Its all in the past now
All dark memories were burnt
Ashes thrown into the sea
Nothing to worry
Nothing to know
Wounds began to heal
Planting seeds of strength
sent by an angel from the sky
The heart still fragile
time is all that is needed
to heal and breathe as a whole
just don't say the bitter name
as it will only break the healing heart all over again...
© October 2011 B.D
