Sunday, July 24, 2016

Hidden Fear Silhouette Emotions

In your eyes I saw forever....

In your arms I felt complete....

Its been years since we drifted ....

And yet I still could feel the fever....

Burning my nights like I am on fire....


You were the only one I allowed inside

You were the only one I was devoted to

You were the only one that melted through
You whispered forever in my ears
When you brought love through

Only with your touch I could feel my unborn lives

Wrapped around your love I felt comfort....

I felt strong....

I felt belong
i felt needed

I felt alive....

To only you I gave my whole life to....


Blind desires started building up....

Enveloping the light....

That you’ve brought through....

I felt scared....

I was afraid ....

I felt fear....

Singing in my ear....


Fear of losing you....

I tried to fight ....

I tried to run....

I tried to scream....

I held you tight ....

I guard your night....

I fought my pride....

With Thoughts Win I might....


You looked into my eyes....

You saw no light....

You saw no passion....

You saw no love....

Its all covered by my biggest fear....

The fear I felt that you couldn’t hear....

Wishing always you were near....

The fears blocked all my senses....

I have no more defenses....

I lost all my races....

And you saw no more aces....


And you drift....

And I ran, And I fell....

And it felt like hell....

Only if you knew....

The battle I lost....

Was only because I was afraid....

Of losing you....
And then painfully i really LOST you....
Original piece of B.D  July 2010 15:55PM


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 Strangers though it may now be,
Not so long ago, smiles were all free,
Shared every sorrow and glee,
Every dream set the hearts free.

Together through thick and thin,
Through the loss and the win,
When the rain drenched to the skin,
When the sun set heads to spin.

The mind wondered what could have been
Something unsightly that was seen,
For no reason the ground began to creek
Which made you turn away and flee.

The seasons would slowly change,
And life would rearrange,
But the mind will be in its cage,
Sorrow slowly turning to rage.

The grasses will still be covered with dew,
The seas may still change its hue,
The skies would glow mystical blue,
But they'd never be the same again without you.

Though it hurts like a dart through the heart ,
Always knew our ways had to part.
Though you were the beat of my heart,
But you and i just need to be apart.

© Original piece of B.D July 2010 11:01PM

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It was a cold and windy night....

Its all dark, not even a star up in the sky....

Trees swaying from the gushing wind....

All quiet and serene not even a sound of a dropping pin....

I closed my eyes....

And there I saw rays of light shining in....

Where could the light be from ....

I wonder and I wonder....

Then I saw a figure in white ....

Coming towards me....

Moving slowly and gracefully....

Nearing closer and closer towards me....

Then it became so bright that I couln't see....

Minutes later my knees got weak....

It was so cold prickling my skin....

Felt wrapped beneath wings....

Took a long deep breath as my heart dim....

I tried to speak but my lips were sealed....

And then darkness came again....

Enveloping the brightness ....
For the end 
 © Original August 2010 8:23:00 AM